Monday 30 January 2012

seeing new therapist tomorrow.

Hi all how ya doing?
Im not to bad, I see a new thepist tomorrow as my original cpn has gone on maternity leave. She sould have had her baby by now, congrats katie if your reading. Also I know this is stearing away from the subject but a good friend of mine gave birth to her 9th baby, well done babes. Ok back to the suject on hand. Yes im seeing a new theripst/cpn and I am nervous because to be honest im a little ashamed of suffering from ocd spisifically pure o. I try to portray myself as the purfect munmy, you know the kind kids have everything they need, mummy is a superhero who can do anything but sometimes its hard so hid the tears.
I let you know what happens also if you watch one born every minite then please take a minute to look at a fantasic blog. Address is:heatherfrancesca.wordpress.com always cheers me up.

Love
TheAnxiousMummy.

Monday 23 January 2012

getting there.

Hi all,
Well its been a while hope you all had a good Christmas. Well I think my meds are kicking in its bee 17 weeks I think since starting them and I dont seem to be able to cry anymore, dont know if thats a good or bad thing?
Ive been reading a book called imp of the mind which is quite intresting and covers the subject of pure O very well.

My baby girl is growing up fast laughing alot which does help but mother in law still bringing me down with her gerneral negativity (she constanly moans about britian as she is German and Germany is wonderful aparently can think why you live here.)
We started trying to budget with food so I make a meal planner and yeah it seems to cut back our spending but I get board and buy stuff of the internet lol. I was thinking of doing a vlog on you tube on verious anxiety subjects. Please let me know what you think.

Bue for now I hope to be on soon

untill next time

TAM x