Hi all,
Well I'm now 40+ 8 and still as you can tell no baby!
I had a sweep at home yesterday but nothing happened so my hubby is going to order a Indian tonight so lets hope it works. Oh word of caution if you don't know what a sweep is and decided to Google it don't be eating or having your dinner when doing so, its not plesent :0
My anxiety levels are high at the moment I dont know if that's due to baby being here soon or just me :*
I'm low on meds and the Dr didn't prescribe anymore so I'm a little worried. I'm meant to go on a new medication after the birth so no sure whats going on there.
Today my chest is tight and I'm dizzy, speaking of dizzy I'm getting dizzy anytime near high electrical items such as cookers, fridges and tills is it just me or can someone shed some light on that? Answers on a postcard. (or underneath which ever is easier lol)
I feel this week winter in the air which makes me feel happy I've got like sesonal afective disorder in reverse lol.
Hubby doing my head in a bit this week if hes not at work hes playing his games.
Other than that I'm still waiting for baby..
Until next week when HOPEFULLY will have baby.
Love TheAnxiousMummy xx
Saturday 27 August 2011
Saturday 20 August 2011
couldnt do it again.
Hi all guess who?? ;-)
Well I didnt see my psychatrist but he did send a plan of action for after the birth for possible Pnd.
I do feel kinda stupid for not going but to be honest I dont think I would have made it as the hospital is in the next town my kids slept in and so did my hubby. In trying not to over think thinks this week but its hard and I hate waking up in the morning so to speak because that awful pit of stomach feeling is there.
In other news Im overdue as I was due yesterday and still no sign of baby arriving anytime soon but see my midwife on Tuesday and she might give me a sweep, I wont explain all I say is Google it and dont be eating your dinner :-*
My Dad tried to contact me again this week though Facebook but I really dont think its him as my Dad has no clue about computers except ebay motors so have a idea its his stupid wife or my sister. As you can tell I didnt respond to it.
Anyways talk next week and hopefully baby Will be here.
Love
Theanxiousmummy
Well I didnt see my psychatrist but he did send a plan of action for after the birth for possible Pnd.
I do feel kinda stupid for not going but to be honest I dont think I would have made it as the hospital is in the next town my kids slept in and so did my hubby. In trying not to over think thinks this week but its hard and I hate waking up in the morning so to speak because that awful pit of stomach feeling is there.
In other news Im overdue as I was due yesterday and still no sign of baby arriving anytime soon but see my midwife on Tuesday and she might give me a sweep, I wont explain all I say is Google it and dont be eating your dinner :-*
My Dad tried to contact me again this week though Facebook but I really dont think its him as my Dad has no clue about computers except ebay motors so have a idea its his stupid wife or my sister. As you can tell I didnt respond to it.
Anyways talk next week and hopefully baby Will be here.
Love
Theanxiousmummy
Tuesday 16 August 2011
Just wants to be better.
Hello all
well its been another hectic week. Feeling awful this overwelming anxiety is really getting me down but on a sort of positive note I found out its something called pure-o somethi.g related to my OCD. I have another apointment with the Dr this week after not being able to attend last time and I am really going to try and make it.
I found myself thinking of talking to ny dad again as the baby is due very soon but still feel as though I cant ever trust him as he seems to 'blab' everything about me to people I dont particilary think alot of iyswim.
And I dont really want his wife involed in my or my childrens life as to be honest she and her family are well thr kind of people you cross the street to avoid, they really do look like that and trust me are like that.
As I said the baby is due in the next few days and I looking a little bit more forward to it. But Tom and I have agreed to no vistors of the first couple of weeks so it doesnt start of Pnd.
I welcome any comments good or bad so also any questions.
Talk next week
love The Anxious Mummy x
well its been another hectic week. Feeling awful this overwelming anxiety is really getting me down but on a sort of positive note I found out its something called pure-o somethi.g related to my OCD. I have another apointment with the Dr this week after not being able to attend last time and I am really going to try and make it.
I found myself thinking of talking to ny dad again as the baby is due very soon but still feel as though I cant ever trust him as he seems to 'blab' everything about me to people I dont particilary think alot of iyswim.
And I dont really want his wife involed in my or my childrens life as to be honest she and her family are well thr kind of people you cross the street to avoid, they really do look like that and trust me are like that.
As I said the baby is due in the next few days and I looking a little bit more forward to it. But Tom and I have agreed to no vistors of the first couple of weeks so it doesnt start of Pnd.
I welcome any comments good or bad so also any questions.
Talk next week
love The Anxious Mummy x
Wednesday 10 August 2011
Late I know.
Hi all,
Well its been a while but Ive felt awful really overwhelmed by life so to speak feeling very alone and catasozoing allot about me and hubby dieing and leaving the kids. It really seems like its all over the news about parents dieing and its scary but apparently its my OCD and depression doing this.
I'm now almost 39 weeks pregnant and feeling a little bit better about baby coming but still scared so to speak. Got another appointment to see the therapist about everything and I will really try to go to this one.
Went to see Dr the other week and shes increased my dose of pills I think they are working but still feel pretty low.
OK guys Ill clock in next week.
Love The Anxious Mummy xx
Well its been a while but Ive felt awful really overwhelmed by life so to speak feeling very alone and catasozoing allot about me and hubby dieing and leaving the kids. It really seems like its all over the news about parents dieing and its scary but apparently its my OCD and depression doing this.
I'm now almost 39 weeks pregnant and feeling a little bit better about baby coming but still scared so to speak. Got another appointment to see the therapist about everything and I will really try to go to this one.
Went to see Dr the other week and shes increased my dose of pills I think they are working but still feel pretty low.
OK guys Ill clock in next week.
Love The Anxious Mummy xx
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