Just wants to be better.

Hello all
well its been another hectic week. Feeling awful this overwelming anxiety is really getting me down but on a sort of positive note I found out its something called pure-o somethi.g related to my OCD. I have another apointment with the Dr this week after not being able to attend last time and I am really going to try and make it.
I found myself thinking of talking to ny dad again as the baby is due very soon but still feel as though I cant ever trust him as he seems to 'blab' everything about me to people I dont particilary think alot of iyswim.
And I dont really want his wife involed in my or my childrens life as to be honest she and her family are well thr kind of people you cross the street to avoid, they really do look like that and trust me are like that.
As I said the baby is due in the next few days and I looking a little bit more forward to it. But Tom and I have agreed to no vistors of the first couple of weeks so it doesnt start of Pnd.
I welcome any comments good or bad so also any questions.

Talk next week

love The Anxious Mummy x